Off to KIX tomorrow night

But suddenly i have so much work to do!!!!

I haven't packed my clothes yet. Sick.

One month later..

.. still not fair.

Different

Subsequent interview with my VP on my appraisal.

He gave me a different feedback. He said he can see that i have a balanced viewpoint and i have potential so he asked if i am interested to expand my work scope and take on more challenges.

Maybe he says this to all my colleagues? Or maybe becos one of the colleague is transfering out of the dept hence he needs to split the work among the rest?

Even though i am happy to hear something positive but I dont know his intent. I rather not know.

After note- yes, he says this to everyone. :X

Terrible Monday

I had my appraisal review with my boss this afternoon and it was a last minute notice.

Anyway, he said my work was ok but he wants to see more initiative in me. He wants me to take charge and take ownership of my projects.

I told him my concerns- that i am losing drive and passion and it is out of my control. I told him i used to look forward to duty travels but not anymore. Not even for the upcoming Osaka trip. I confessed that i used to be happy in the initial two years in the company. It may be the change in environment.

He said something to ease the unhappiness in me. Cant remember exactly what but don't think it worked.

Like what he said, he cannot do anything to help. I have to help myself. But i dont know how.

Roll eyes

Not my mistake but being the boss, you also want to "win" by finding the slightest fault with me.

All right! I have nothing to say. Do whatever you please.

豁出去了

The title is my work attitude from now onwards...

Go ahead if you want to be unreasonable, inconsistent in your instructions, if you want to condemn me, if you want to show me irritated looks, if you want to tell me off in your cubicle which can be heard from everyone else outside... etc

I dont care! I will just do my work and what i think is right.

烦

最近比较烦，比较烦，比较烦 

Resign?

This thought suddenly came up.

The work is getting more difficult to do, the directions kept changing from time to time, the novelty of duty travel has worn off, the bosses are sickening, i dont look forward to work every morning as before.... it is getting tiring.

I am looking out once again for job opportunities.

Fighting

My prayers came true.

It was an extremely close shave- 3 votes vs 2 votes. I didnt become the leader!!

I was nearly arrowed without voting. Then the girls on my side insisted on the votes. So the outcome is what we wished for. Cos we had already discussed beforehand who to vote for... muahahaha. The guys have miscalculated- One of the votes went to xiao mei mei. If the vote also goes to me, it would have been a 3 vs 3 situation...

Next up is to meet for the project, then finally the presentation pitch out. I dont want to present too but let's see how it goes....

Meanwhile, Fighting*


* new phase i learnt from the korean variety show.