Chinese New Year 2010

This is a very different CNY....

Very different indeed.

The house renovations,
The Genting trip,
The unexpected news,
The subsequent preparations,

amidst all the festive celebration mood.

It is so complex. Or rather i feel so complex.

How to title this post?

I felt like i am enacting a scene from an old movie or drama.

Due to forced circumstances, I was asked to consider giving up my bedroom to someone else. They say it's for mine and the other party good.

I dont blame them but I dont know why i cried and infront of the family. I couldnt help it.

I just felt so sad.....I cried mainly because i felt 委屈. Why do i need to "suffer" when my parents, aunties, cousins love me so much?

Partly also because of sentimental reasons and 舍不得. I have stayed in the same room for almost twenty years. Every corner, every item bears some memories and accompanied me through my teenage, my youth, my university years, MBA days and working life.

I should learn to let go.

mixed feelings

which i dont know how to describe. A little happy, a little worried.. and some part uneasy.

Again...

3rd Quarter results out

Our pay cut would be partially restored.

That's one good news for the new year!

Singapore Airshow 2010

I saw a ball of fire oozing behind a fighter jet during the first day performance.

Another jet that accends almost 90 degrees into the sky and u turn down.

It was magnificent!

Straits Time 4 Feb 2010- This is what i meant:

Sweet dreams?

I had a good dream last night and i am so sad when i woke up and realised that it is not reality.

I dreamt Ms K told me she is going to resign. In my dreams, I was rushing to knock off but i am still very elated to hear that from her.

Muahhaha.... but its only a dream!