Unhappiness

I hate it when people hide things from me. Especially when we are quite close *in my view which i might be wrong*

So dont let me find out that my friends have been going out purposely behind my back without asking me, having their own little conversations & laughter... etc etc. you know that sort of things.

Recently something similar happened. I tried unsuccessfully to act "normal". Hence i kept quiet most of the time and refused to join in their topic. I know i am being childish but cant helped it.

And perhaps also unreasonable. This is me.