Booked tour

Just back from Chan Brothers at Fook Hai Building. Booked an Europe tour tonight. Cost me alot of $$.... heartache. Considered those cheaper ones with fewer days but Alas no confirmed departures for them in August.

Somemore the itinerary includes certain places which i have been before and dont feel like going the second time. Nevertheless, one good thing is that the tour sort of focused quite abit on Switzerland. It is one of my dream country. I just want to see how nice this country is where everyone keep talking about it.

I will be away for 2 weeks from 4 August. Till the next update then.

Convocation 2008

Last tues was cousin's Joel graduation ceremony at NTU. Congrats, Joel for completing your studies and starting to earn an income!

This weekend

Cycling at East Coast.... I think i am getting slightly tan.. i am just trying to exercise.

I feel for him

There is this uncle that take my office transport. I noticed him because he has a rather kind face. He always board the bus at Simei opposite Melville Park, just before the bus goes to Tampines Street 21. He must have been taking the transport for a long time, at least it was since i start taking the transport 2 and a half years ago.

He disappeared for quite a while, i think maybe 2 or 3 months. I thought he has retired.

This morning he came back to the transport. He was taking a long time to climb up the bus. One guy infront let him have the second row seat so that he does not have to walk all the way to the back. I remembered he nearly fell when he was walking along the aisle to reach the seat.

After work, he also took the transport home. Boy was i so upset and uneasy when i see his face. His face has totally changed, sunken and doesnt look like his previous self at all. I admit that he is even scary to look at. How can a person changed so much within few months and look so awful. Plus his stomach is very bloated and his feet has swell by at least two times. He was also panting alot.

I cannot imagine what happened to him. He at least aged by 15 to 20 years, now looking like an 80 year old. I think he is only 60 maybe?

I guessed it was cancer. I believe so. Not one illness can torture a person till his facial characteristics changed so much.

And he still insist on coming to work. How does he pull through the entire day from 8.30am to 5.30pm?

I hope he get well soon.......

Kangoo blading

Went East Coast with dear cousins for kangoo blading this morning. Sun was kind on harsh on us but that didnt spoilt our mood. Had alot of fun and some exercise. It was an interesting experience and frankly quite easy to manage. Just have to stand straight and look in front... or keep jogging to keep balance. It was kinda of embarressing in the beginning when people look at 4 "kangaroos" but we got kind of used to it.

Look for all you want, we are having our fun!

At ease

Ms K is back from her duty travel from Italy.

As usual, she updates all her happenings with my younger colleague but kept me out.

I dont feel so bad today. I think its because yesterday i went to Si Ma Lu temple and prayed to Buddha.

It helps. I feel calm and not so frustrated.

Dummy

I get super irritated when people addressed my name specifically when talking to me.

Eg. " Lynda!! Things dont turn out like that....."

It makes me feel like an idiot.

Mulberry Bags!!

Let's talk abt something happier

My Macau + HK trip



Typhoon!! See that special symbol?



In Venetian Casino.




With my macau penpal, Tammy who coincidentally works in Venetian as well



Famous landmark in Macau- St Paul's cathedral.

Wrong?

H***ing is right abt me.

I am just not doing anything to improve myself, I am simply contented with life.

It might be wrong but perhaps this is my choice? My way of being happy?

Its back....

That terrible feeling comes back again. The feeling of being angry because things are not shared with me.

Ms K has been sharing alot of things (information, news, work updates) with my younger colleague, Y but not me. I have been trying to keep it within me for so long, trying to be sensible until i cant keep quiet anymore.

Today I finally disclosed to my support staff, Angie why K doesnt want to share news with me. Angie analysed it might be because she has more experience than me but i came into the company earlier so in that sense she is not so happy that i am her senior in the company. She wont mind sharing with my younger colleague because Y recently joined the work force so definitely not as big a threat as me. She probably want to replace me as the "Ta Jie" in the office.

Like today, she was talking to Y right in front of me but obviously not asking me to join in their conversation. Do you think i will feel good abt it?

I try not to be upset but i cant control myself!

Why??

Ms K was promoted... so fast!! only 1 year.

I saw boss asking her to go inside his room and then passed her the envelope.

I waited more than 1 year. Unfair!!