.. in less than half an hours' time. Had a great day starting with sumptuous buffet at Marina Oriental Melt the World Cafe then shop around for a while before joining the rest of the family for steamboat at Vivocity.
Good surprise my cousins gave me by presenting me with a handmade birthday card and something pretty from Celine during the buffet.
This year i received home made birthday cake, home made chocolates and handmade birthday card. That's amazing and felt so loved!
星期一, 十二月 26, 2011
星期五, 十二月 16, 2011
Sweet
And then he asked her to marry him.....
A bouquet of white flowers and a ring; these two engagement gifts are traditionally offered by the future husband to his beloved. She will wear the ring on the fourth finger of her left hand because, it is said, the ring finger follows the vena amoris or vein of love that leads directly to the heart. On this day, the fiance shall be allowed to raise to his lips the hand of she who has just received a symbol of his commitment. In doing so, he has perpetuated a tradition that dates back to Antiquity according to which young fiance were given a stone engraved with a motif representing the myth of Psyche (soul) and Eros (love). After many adventures, these two gods finally married and had a daughter they called Hedone meaning 'pleasure'.
A bouquet of white flowers and a ring; these two engagement gifts are traditionally offered by the future husband to his beloved. She will wear the ring on the fourth finger of her left hand because, it is said, the ring finger follows the vena amoris or vein of love that leads directly to the heart. On this day, the fiance shall be allowed to raise to his lips the hand of she who has just received a symbol of his commitment. In doing so, he has perpetuated a tradition that dates back to Antiquity according to which young fiance were given a stone engraved with a motif representing the myth of Psyche (soul) and Eros (love). After many adventures, these two gods finally married and had a daughter they called Hedone meaning 'pleasure'.
星期四, 十二月 15, 2011
男人，寧缺勿濫
在外人眼裡，天心算是一個完美女人，為何遲遲找不到完美男人？她坦白地說因為自己現在更挑剔對象了，雖然還是會大方跟男生出去吃飯約會，但只要發覺對方有一點點不對勁的地方就會踩煞車，因為不想浪費時間。學生時期，看到在籃球場上揮汗的帥氣學長，就愛死他；現在，不是光會打球就可以，重點是能不能一起生活。她最喜歡問身邊動了結婚念頭的女生朋友，真的想清楚了嗎？結了婚以後就要永遠面對這個男人喔……。因為非常清楚這一點，也沒有一定要生小孩，所以天心一點也不急著把自己嫁掉。另外一個原因是，天心到現在仍然抱持著想去哪就去哪的自我享樂主義，那種為了家庭被迫失去自己的生活，絕對不是她要的。
雖然嘴巴上挑剔男人，下一秒鐘，天心也反過來說自己很難搞，所以Mr. Right遲遲不出現怪不了別人。「我承認自己的個性比較沒有耐心，所以同學幫我取了一個外號叫吉魯巴，又急又盧又鴨霸。剛開始戀愛的時候，我也曾經為對方著想稍微退讓，試著要溫柔一點，但後來發現個性實在太難改，現在都不做作了！這個反而是演不來的。」所以，天心說她的另一半脾氣一定要好，EQ要高，要能給予她正面能量，最好是那種會說「寶貝，沒關係，衝吧！天塌下來我來扛」的人；此外，因為單親家庭的緣故，天心從小缺乏父愛，這也在無形之中，讓她偏好較年長、較成熟穩重的男生。
雖然嘴巴上挑剔男人，下一秒鐘，天心也反過來說自己很難搞，所以Mr. Right遲遲不出現怪不了別人。「我承認自己的個性比較沒有耐心，所以同學幫我取了一個外號叫吉魯巴，又急又盧又鴨霸。剛開始戀愛的時候，我也曾經為對方著想稍微退讓，試著要溫柔一點，但後來發現個性實在太難改，現在都不做作了！這個反而是演不來的。」所以，天心說她的另一半脾氣一定要好，EQ要高，要能給予她正面能量，最好是那種會說「寶貝，沒關係，衝吧！天塌下來我來扛」的人；此外，因為單親家庭的緣故，天心從小缺乏父愛，這也在無形之中，讓她偏好較年長、較成熟穩重的男生。
星期一, 十二月 05, 2011
星期四, 十二月 01, 2011
星期六, 十一月 26, 2011
星期六, 十一月 19, 2011
Almost killed over anger
I don't understand why someone can just live life so easily, keep making the same mistakes, trying to be a smart Alec, focusing on the wrong things all the time, do work without thinking them through, giving wrong advice to users becos he himself is not clear of the procedures etc.
I have reminded him many times and yesterday finally couldn't take it held a private talk to understand if he has any problems at work.
I don't think he reflected upon himself every time there is a mistake. He is up for confirmation. But after 9 months in the company, he is still not doing the right things.
Why do I have such a staff? How to manage him? Scream at him?
I have reminded him many times and yesterday finally couldn't take it held a private talk to understand if he has any problems at work.
I don't think he reflected upon himself every time there is a mistake. He is up for confirmation. But after 9 months in the company, he is still not doing the right things.
Why do I have such a staff? How to manage him? Scream at him?
星期六, 十月 22, 2011
Wake up call
This colleague of mine has not been serious abt his work. Since he joined, i heard from others as well as experienced for myself that he made countless careless mistakes.
Now that i am covering my mgr, i discovered more of his sloppy work. I am so pissed off that i wrote a "nasty" email to him asking him to check his work before submitting to me. The papers, papers to top management have to be correct factually.
I hope that made him wake up and sit up straight, focus on his work and check for backgrounds before replying emails or submitting papers to me.
I dont hope for wonders but i seriously pray that he will improve. Otherwise i am the one to suffer since i have to check every single item of his work for him :(
Now that i am covering my mgr, i discovered more of his sloppy work. I am so pissed off that i wrote a "nasty" email to him asking him to check his work before submitting to me. The papers, papers to top management have to be correct factually.
I hope that made him wake up and sit up straight, focus on his work and check for backgrounds before replying emails or submitting papers to me.
I dont hope for wonders but i seriously pray that he will improve. Otherwise i am the one to suffer since i have to check every single item of his work for him :(
星期四, 十月 20, 2011
8pm
I worked till 8.30 pm today. It may not seemed amazing to many people but it's the first time I stayed so late in my entire career so far. Strangely I did not felt particularly pissed off. I just had to finish those work that were submitted for my review.
But at 6.30 pm I was feeling hungry and I had such a bad headache I felt like vomiting. But I managed to survive till 8 pm. And thanks to my darling parents who came to the police post to pick me up so that I can reach home and have my dinner soon.
Will it mean more of such days will come?
But at 6.30 pm I was feeling hungry and I had such a bad headache I felt like vomiting. But I managed to survive till 8 pm. And thanks to my darling parents who came to the police post to pick me up so that I can reach home and have my dinner soon.
Will it mean more of such days will come?
星期三, 十月 12, 2011
Hokkaido Oct 2011
It was not quite what i expected. The hotels not luxury, the seafood is passable and the tour abit rushing for time. Plus the horror story at the Onsen hotel first night.
Shopping time is super limited. But fortunately the tour group consists mainly of great friendly people except for the 21 year old black faced girl which Wendy and myself totally didn't bother ourselves with except find her quite an interesting topic.
Now it's back to reality and i have been spending almost the whole of today clearing my work emails- one hundred over.... I need to catch my sleep soon.
Shopping time is super limited. But fortunately the tour group consists mainly of great friendly people except for the 21 year old black faced girl which Wendy and myself totally didn't bother ourselves with except find her quite an interesting topic.
Now it's back to reality and i have been spending almost the whole of today clearing my work emails- one hundred over.... I need to catch my sleep soon.
星期三, 九月 28, 2011
Regretting
I am soooo busy!!! At work with my boss leaving and tons of things for me to do. Got to guide the other two new staff as well. And got to prepare for management updates. Alot of numbers to handle.
Plus paper to management cannot be justified. It's really tough. I feel like i am breaking down soon.
Plus paper to management cannot be justified. It's really tough. I feel like i am breaking down soon.
My first blood test experience
The filipino male nurse was patient and gentle. I told him I am very nervous and he said he will chat with me to ease my fears. It was much less pain that I thought it would be. And my veins show easily which makes things better.
That's my first. Next the results.
That's my first. Next the results.
星期日, 九月 25, 2011
星期六, 九月 24, 2011
Breakfast
I came to realise that the best meal I look forward to is my breakfast. Especially on a weekend or on holidays. When you just woke up well rested with an empty stomach.. The freshly toasted bread and a cup of hot coffee awaits you. A good one really starts off your day well. I am writing this thinking of mine to be enjoyed shortly. Heavenly!
星期日, 八月 28, 2011
Wow
We booked Hokkaido trip at the NATAS fair yesterday. It was a pretty fast decision but i felt we had a good deal. It was cheaper than most other similar 7D5N tours.
I actually did not intend to go to Hokkaido so soon. I mean i wanted to visit the place eventually but maybe not so soon especially when the yen is still at quite a high level.
But it's a good thing to go to somewhere new. And furthermore it's one of my fav place- Japan. Esp when there's snow crab, fresh seafood and dairy products to enjoy. The weather in Oct will be good too.
This will be a trip before my busy times start :)
I actually did not intend to go to Hokkaido so soon. I mean i wanted to visit the place eventually but maybe not so soon especially when the yen is still at quite a high level.
But it's a good thing to go to somewhere new. And furthermore it's one of my fav place- Japan. Esp when there's snow crab, fresh seafood and dairy products to enjoy. The weather in Oct will be good too.
This will be a trip before my busy times start :)
星期日, 八月 21, 2011
To make a decision, a difficult one
My boss is resigning. And that resulted in a consequence that required me to make a decision. Even though i appreciate his kindness but it's seriously not easy for me.
星期四, 八月 04, 2011
BKK August 2011
I am looking forward to the massages... spa etc
I terribly need a break from work.. Zzzzz even for 4 days.
I terribly need a break from work.. Zzzzz even for 4 days.
星期二, 七月 26, 2011
Wa honored
I met a colleague I previously worked with many years ago today.
He is now promoted to senior manager. Ha he still remember my name! Amazing when I am super low profile.
He is now promoted to senior manager. Ha he still remember my name! Amazing when I am super low profile.
星期二, 七月 12, 2011
SIN-KUL-SIN
In half a day... just to purchase an item at the airport and to accumulate double reward points.
The itinerary is such-
SIN-KUL Departing 7.10am Arriving 8.10am
KUL-SIN Departing 11.30am Arriving 12.35pm (same day)
I can't believe i went to that extent... Amazing!
Post note: I didn't managed to perform this crazy act cos the watch i ordered has not arrived yet. Saved me the agony.
The itinerary is such-
SIN-KUL Departing 7.10am Arriving 8.10am
KUL-SIN Departing 11.30am Arriving 12.35pm (same day)
I can't believe i went to that extent... Amazing!
Post note: I didn't managed to perform this crazy act cos the watch i ordered has not arrived yet. Saved me the agony.
星期二, 六月 28, 2011
Promotion
Good news good news!! Except it came slightly later and just after my Houston duty travel.
I have waited quite a while for it. Two and a half years to be exact. I am glad my efforts are being recognised. I would also have to thank my boss (even though sometimes he is hysterical) for guidance and also my support officer who will always look out for my work.
I must also go to Si ma lu temple to express thanks and gratefulness- the divination is fulfilled.
I have waited quite a while for it. Two and a half years to be exact. I am glad my efforts are being recognised. I would also have to thank my boss (even though sometimes he is hysterical) for guidance and also my support officer who will always look out for my work.
I must also go to Si ma lu temple to express thanks and gratefulness- the divination is fulfilled.
星期六, 六月 25, 2011
HOU Jun 2011
It was an eventful trip, one of the most among my duty travels.
Firstly, i had issues with the eticket and eventually had a make an additional trip to the airport to have the colleagues there issued.
Thereafter, HOU which had not rained for 4 months starting having downpours. But to the locals, it is actually a relief.
Then, the local manager while driving to another destination to view offices sratched another car. It was a new car apparently bought this year. Luckily no one got hurt but some time was wasted on that.
Lastly, when i was happily ready to take the flight home, i was told that there was a small crack on the aircraft- co-pilot window screen. Initially the delay was till midnight but later my colleague informed that the parts will come from Atlanta and couldnt arrive on time. So the departure will be the next day at noon.
Arggg but that time i was already stuck at the airport office and couldnt go anywhere.. Hotels were also fully booked becos of a soccer match in Houston. They had a hard time looking for hotels to accomodate the 160+ passengers. Others were put on Continental, Qatar flights as they have connecting flights to catch.
As for me, the local manager and his wife put me up for the night. I even had dinner at the house. They were hospitable and made me feel at home. But i would really prefer to be at a hotel, more at ease.
So from the above incidents, it was truly an experience. I hope the project forward would be smooth.
Firstly, i had issues with the eticket and eventually had a make an additional trip to the airport to have the colleagues there issued.
Thereafter, HOU which had not rained for 4 months starting having downpours. But to the locals, it is actually a relief.
Then, the local manager while driving to another destination to view offices sratched another car. It was a new car apparently bought this year. Luckily no one got hurt but some time was wasted on that.
Lastly, when i was happily ready to take the flight home, i was told that there was a small crack on the aircraft- co-pilot window screen. Initially the delay was till midnight but later my colleague informed that the parts will come from Atlanta and couldnt arrive on time. So the departure will be the next day at noon.
Arggg but that time i was already stuck at the airport office and couldnt go anywhere.. Hotels were also fully booked becos of a soccer match in Houston. They had a hard time looking for hotels to accomodate the 160+ passengers. Others were put on Continental, Qatar flights as they have connecting flights to catch.
As for me, the local manager and his wife put me up for the night. I even had dinner at the house. They were hospitable and made me feel at home. But i would really prefer to be at a hotel, more at ease.
So from the above incidents, it was truly an experience. I hope the project forward would be smooth.
星期五, 六月 17, 2011
What a way to have my eticket issued!
I sent in my request for travel long ago but both took their time and sit on it until the very last day.
Panic then spreaded to those involved, including the secretaries. Did not managed to have it approved by the big boss before 5pm today (fri which is last day of the week before i fly off on mon early morning 2am). No way to issue the eticket before i leave the office and i already made plans to postpone the trip.
Eventually was informed that big boss approved the travel at 5.40pm and i had to rush to the airport to have the eticket issued.
Why make things so complicated?
Panic then spreaded to those involved, including the secretaries. Did not managed to have it approved by the big boss before 5pm today (fri which is last day of the week before i fly off on mon early morning 2am). No way to issue the eticket before i leave the office and i already made plans to postpone the trip.
Eventually was informed that big boss approved the travel at 5.40pm and i had to rush to the airport to have the eticket issued.
Why make things so complicated?
星期一, 五月 23, 2011
單身戀習題1／單身的原因
妳發現，年紀越大，越是很難和另外一個人在一起。原因不是因為條件。妳還是很多人喜歡，和年華正茂的時候一樣。妳活得比以前更好，開始能喝出紅酒的不同。妳不再像年輕的時候一樣任性，動不動就發脾氣。妳把自己當成在投資的藝術品，運動、保養、化妝，讓妳看不出來年紀。
也不是因為對愛情死心。妳去參加朋友的婚禮，想到新人好不容易走到這裡，妳總會紅了眼睛。妳經過前男友租過的房子，想起妳們一起在Ikea買的家具。朋友們想要幫妳介紹，妳會精心打扮出席。妳卻一直都單身。
每年站在生日蛋糕前，都希望身邊有另外一個人一起許願。一些客氣的場面，有人來搭訕的場合，沒有人相信妳是單身。他們給了一個省事的結論：妳太挑了，希望妳降低標準。妳在心裡面笑：所以是其他人都不挑？
可是妳自己知道，為什麼不能好好談一場戀愛。就是因為，妳太清楚了自己是怎樣的一塊料，所以不能再輕而易舉的把自己交出去。就像是，有一天妳發現跌倒以後的傷口，會開始留下疤痕，妳走路不再大步跨出去。
因為，妳慣性太強、記性太好。妳認識一個人很簡單，忘記一個人很困難。妳曾經心滿意足的閉上眼睛，讓妳愛的人帶妳去任何地方，最後差點回不來。所以不能再失去方向感。
於是妳就變得膽小了。以前妳喜歡男生有幽默感，現在妳在乎安全感。以前妳打電話找不到人就拼命的打，現在妳發了簡訊沒有回應，睡覺前就關機。以前妳最有興趣的話題是對方的過去，現在妳先關心這是不是一份有未來的感情。
所以，週末的晚上，妳寧願和一群朋友喝酒，也不問約會對象今天有沒有空。妳早就已經下班，還在公司觀察朋友的MSN和Facebook動態。妳安慰自己，有朋友也很好，一個人生活也很好。妳忘記了當另外一個人女朋友的感覺，被攜伴的時候，要怎麼介紹自己。
只是，妳不是做了決定要單身，就像妳也沒有計畫過要用哪一隻手寫字。不過是既然如此了那就適應。妳想要有人一起去旅行，一起去看讓妳哭哭啼啼的電影。妳想和那樣的人說自己準備好了，只是沒有勇氣，只是請對方多點耐心。妳想說不再需要太多驚喜，在心裡等的是一份相依為命的感情，抬起頭來相視而笑，安心的生活，如此而已。
也不是因為對愛情死心。妳去參加朋友的婚禮，想到新人好不容易走到這裡，妳總會紅了眼睛。妳經過前男友租過的房子，想起妳們一起在Ikea買的家具。朋友們想要幫妳介紹，妳會精心打扮出席。妳卻一直都單身。
每年站在生日蛋糕前，都希望身邊有另外一個人一起許願。一些客氣的場面，有人來搭訕的場合，沒有人相信妳是單身。他們給了一個省事的結論：妳太挑了，希望妳降低標準。妳在心裡面笑：所以是其他人都不挑？
可是妳自己知道，為什麼不能好好談一場戀愛。就是因為，妳太清楚了自己是怎樣的一塊料，所以不能再輕而易舉的把自己交出去。就像是，有一天妳發現跌倒以後的傷口，會開始留下疤痕，妳走路不再大步跨出去。
因為，妳慣性太強、記性太好。妳認識一個人很簡單，忘記一個人很困難。妳曾經心滿意足的閉上眼睛，讓妳愛的人帶妳去任何地方，最後差點回不來。所以不能再失去方向感。
於是妳就變得膽小了。以前妳喜歡男生有幽默感，現在妳在乎安全感。以前妳打電話找不到人就拼命的打，現在妳發了簡訊沒有回應，睡覺前就關機。以前妳最有興趣的話題是對方的過去，現在妳先關心這是不是一份有未來的感情。
所以，週末的晚上，妳寧願和一群朋友喝酒，也不問約會對象今天有沒有空。妳早就已經下班，還在公司觀察朋友的MSN和Facebook動態。妳安慰自己，有朋友也很好，一個人生活也很好。妳忘記了當另外一個人女朋友的感覺，被攜伴的時候，要怎麼介紹自己。
只是，妳不是做了決定要單身，就像妳也沒有計畫過要用哪一隻手寫字。不過是既然如此了那就適應。妳想要有人一起去旅行，一起去看讓妳哭哭啼啼的電影。妳想和那樣的人說自己準備好了，只是沒有勇氣，只是請對方多點耐心。妳想說不再需要太多驚喜，在心裡等的是一份相依為命的感情，抬起頭來相視而笑，安心的生活，如此而已。
星期日, 五月 08, 2011
Dear Winine
Happy 21st birthday! Sorry i have drafted this post earlier but all because of my excitment for the General Elections that i forgot to post it.
Wow wow, you have grown up, officially an adult! Can watch R21 show hehe and can vote in elections... next one 2016.
So many new rights accompanying the new age.
But you must stay as true as you are always. Not taken over by the harsh reality.. even after you start to work and perhaps have less time for us, the family.
Always there to listen to us, to offer your advice, to help in any way.
I want you to stay as always, calm and cheerful.
Wow wow, you have grown up, officially an adult! Can watch R21 show hehe and can vote in elections... next one 2016.
So many new rights accompanying the new age.
But you must stay as true as you are always. Not taken over by the harsh reality.. even after you start to work and perhaps have less time for us, the family.
Always there to listen to us, to offer your advice, to help in any way.
I want you to stay as always, calm and cheerful.
星期三, 五月 04, 2011
General Election 2011
Two more days and we are going to cast the votes to decide the next five years of Singapore. I have never felt that elections were such a hot topic before even though all along i find it quite interesting.
The oppositions are stronger this time round. There were alot of topics eg housing, transport, foreign talent, ministerial pay that were being discussed. And many young people are voting this year.
Will things change?
The oppositions are stronger this time round. There were alot of topics eg housing, transport, foreign talent, ministerial pay that were being discussed. And many young people are voting this year.
Will things change?
星期二, 四月 26, 2011
星期日, 四月 03, 2011
星期二, 三月 22, 2011
星期一, 三月 21, 2011
Taipei Taipei!
I have been waiting to conclude this lease at Taipei since one year ago. So that i can request for duty travel!
I missed the food at the night market, smelly tofu, bubble tea, bbq corn, deep fried chicken, jelly tea etc etc.
Having said all that, i still have worries abt the work. I hope everything does smooth. Otherwise, i am so gonna "get" it when i am back in the office.
I missed the food at the night market, smelly tofu, bubble tea, bbq corn, deep fried chicken, jelly tea etc etc.
Having said all that, i still have worries abt the work. I hope everything does smooth. Otherwise, i am so gonna "get" it when i am back in the office.
星期二, 三月 15, 2011
5th Anniversary
It's been 5 years.
I joined the company on 15 march 2006. Today is indeed a major milestone for me. During the years, I have thought of quitting, giving up either becos of colleagues, bosses or job progression & the lack of it.
I guess the reason I am still here is the opportunity to travel, to see the world, to work with different cultures. I used to think- it's hard to imagine people staying for 10 years, 20 years in the same company. Now I can see myself doing that.
Would I still be here 5 years later? Maybe?
I hope something wonderful will happen this year.
I joined the company on 15 march 2006. Today is indeed a major milestone for me. During the years, I have thought of quitting, giving up either becos of colleagues, bosses or job progression & the lack of it.
I guess the reason I am still here is the opportunity to travel, to see the world, to work with different cultures. I used to think- it's hard to imagine people staying for 10 years, 20 years in the same company. Now I can see myself doing that.
Would I still be here 5 years later? Maybe?
I hope something wonderful will happen this year.
星期四, 三月 10, 2011
Hearts**
I love the States... states.... states...
I love the friendliness of people,
I love the wide road driving and without the need to fight for carpark lots,
I love the whole day outlet shopping,
I love the megamart like Kmart, Target selling jumbo sized food packets,
I love the cooling yet sunny weather during Feb,
Most of all, i love being in a different country.
I love the friendliness of people,
I love the wide road driving and without the need to fight for carpark lots,
I love the whole day outlet shopping,
I love the megamart like Kmart, Target selling jumbo sized food packets,
I love the cooling yet sunny weather during Feb,
Most of all, i love being in a different country.
星期六, 二月 26, 2011
星期一, 二月 07, 2011
星期四, 二月 03, 2011
First day of CNY Rabbit
Today something totally unexpected happened.
Maid cried for no reason... apparently. She was alright at ah ma house until dinner time when she said she doesnt want to have dinner.
What is the reason for a maid to cry? Home sick or too much dishwashing??
Maid cried for no reason... apparently. She was alright at ah ma house until dinner time when she said she doesnt want to have dinner.
What is the reason for a maid to cry? Home sick or too much dishwashing??
星期六, 一月 22, 2011
Travel 101
The main highlight of travelling with another person(s) is to give and take.
That's the biggest challenge in the entire trip, both before and after since each person has his or her own temperament.
That's the biggest challenge in the entire trip, both before and after since each person has his or her own temperament.
星期五, 一月 14, 2011
Honestly
Lasik is abit painful for me especially creating the flap of the Cornea. The laser part is ok, just strong bbq smell.
And subsequently the tearing for almost a day, like there is a sand in the eyes.
And the best part is i still go downtown for dinner... haha
Plus i kept thinking i forgot to remove my contact lens.... funny :)
And subsequently the tearing for almost a day, like there is a sand in the eyes.
And the best part is i still go downtown for dinner... haha
Plus i kept thinking i forgot to remove my contact lens.... funny :)
星期四, 一月 13, 2011
星期五, 一月 07, 2011
Little bit of love
Find this interesting...
“That’s the problem about having a first love when you’re not his first. Every little thing counts. What you’ve done together, you get jittery at the thought of the girls he had before that, the things they’ve done together. There are some memories you know you cannot replace, you try to avoid but at the same time you want to create better ones. You’re stuck in your insecurities and it’s not his fault. It’s not his fault that you’re not his first, that he shared memories that don’t belong to you. But because he’s your first, everything seems to matter more to you. You wish he could be a little more sensitive at times. You wish you could be less insecure. You just wish you’re the one who had the best and purest of him. When it get harders you wish that you had someone else before him, so you wouldn’t feel all the unnecessary, so it could all be easier. But really, you can only hope to be the best that you can be, for him and yourself.”
“That’s the problem about having a first love when you’re not his first. Every little thing counts. What you’ve done together, you get jittery at the thought of the girls he had before that, the things they’ve done together. There are some memories you know you cannot replace, you try to avoid but at the same time you want to create better ones. You’re stuck in your insecurities and it’s not his fault. It’s not his fault that you’re not his first, that he shared memories that don’t belong to you. But because he’s your first, everything seems to matter more to you. You wish he could be a little more sensitive at times. You wish you could be less insecure. You just wish you’re the one who had the best and purest of him. When it get harders you wish that you had someone else before him, so you wouldn’t feel all the unnecessary, so it could all be easier. But really, you can only hope to be the best that you can be, for him and yourself.”
星期四, 一月 06, 2011
Mixed feelings
I heard that Ms K would be "leaving" our dept soon as she has news of her new posting in another division. The date is likely to be in end March.
Strange. I thought i have always wanted her to leave and then my life would be happy. But just now when i heard the news, why didn't i feel good? In fact, i felt a little empty. Is it because she has fulfilled her wish to change her dept unlike me or because i have no one else left to fight against my boss? Or is it because after these few years, i also have built some sort of relationship with her even though its not strong.
And what will become of me? Will my boss continue to bully me? Or will he finally appreciate my efforts and reward me?
What do i want to do next? Do i want to continue in this dept? Ask for a posting? Or simply leave the company?
I am at a loss. Truly.
Strange. I thought i have always wanted her to leave and then my life would be happy. But just now when i heard the news, why didn't i feel good? In fact, i felt a little empty. Is it because she has fulfilled her wish to change her dept unlike me or because i have no one else left to fight against my boss? Or is it because after these few years, i also have built some sort of relationship with her even though its not strong.
And what will become of me? Will my boss continue to bully me? Or will he finally appreciate my efforts and reward me?
What do i want to do next? Do i want to continue in this dept? Ask for a posting? Or simply leave the company?
I am at a loss. Truly.
星期一, 一月 03, 2011
First day of 2011 back in the office
And i got it from my boss already...
I am so super duper mad at him raising his voice and saying we get into this type of SHIT. First time ever in front of my face said shit.
This is the ultimate! Too much! No respect for me as a person and subordinate.
I was so angry that i was close to tears.
I am so super duper mad at him raising his voice and saying we get into this type of SHIT. First time ever in front of my face said shit.
This is the ultimate! Too much! No respect for me as a person and subordinate.
I was so angry that i was close to tears.
Angry
I hate it when people promise things on my behalf without consulting me... So i become super mad at him or her... At least have the courtesy to ask me before offering or agreeing or accepting in any case.
Arghhhhhh!! And the best part is the person who does this the most to me is my mum.
I dont know how to react.
Arghhhhhh!! And the best part is the person who does this the most to me is my mum.
I dont know how to react.
星期日, 一月 02, 2011
01012011- Part II
What a way to start the new year!
By having a very very bad cold. Nose can't stop sneezing. Cant even enjoy the steamboat in peace ;(
By having a very very bad cold. Nose can't stop sneezing. Cant even enjoy the steamboat in peace ;(
星期六, 一月 01, 2011
01012011- Part I
Happy New Year!
I reached home just half an hour before midnight after watching a movie which i dont really catch the story- Tron Legacy. Then I counted down to 2011 by watching my favourite 女人我最大 in the comforts of my room and air-conditioning.
幸福!!!
I reached home just half an hour before midnight after watching a movie which i dont really catch the story- Tron Legacy. Then I counted down to 2011 by watching my favourite 女人我最大 in the comforts of my room and air-conditioning.
幸福!!!
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