星期六, 一月 22, 2011

Travel 101

The main highlight of travelling with another person(s) is to give and take.

That's the biggest challenge in the entire trip, both before and after since each person has his or her own temperament.

星期五, 一月 14, 2011

Honestly

Lasik is abit painful for me especially creating the flap of the Cornea. The laser part is ok, just strong bbq smell.

And subsequently the tearing for almost a day, like there is a sand in the eyes.

And the best part is i still go downtown for dinner... haha

Plus i kept thinking i forgot to remove my contact lens.... funny :)

星期四, 一月 13, 2011

L A S I K

I am going for it tomorrow morning at Gleneagles, Parkway eye centre under Dr Lee Hung Ming.

I am so nervous, i hope i can sleep tonight....

星期五, 一月 07, 2011

Little bit of love

Find this interesting...

“That’s the problem about having a first love when you’re not his first. Every little thing counts. What you’ve done together, you get jittery at the thought of the girls he had before that, the things they’ve done together. There are some memories you know you cannot replace, you try to avoid but at the same time you want to create better ones. You’re stuck in your insecurities and it’s not his fault. It’s not his fault that you’re not his first, that he shared memories that don’t belong to you. But because he’s your first, everything seems to matter more to you. You wish he could be a little more sensitive at times. You wish you could be less insecure. You just wish you’re the one who had the best and purest of him. When it get harders you wish that you had someone else before him, so you wouldn’t feel all the unnecessary, so it could all be easier. But really, you can only hope to be the best that you can be, for him and yourself.”

星期四, 一月 06, 2011

Mixed feelings

I heard that Ms K would be "leaving" our dept soon as she has news of her new posting in another division. The date is likely to be in end March.

Strange. I thought i have always wanted her to leave and then my life would be happy. But just now when i heard the news, why didn't i feel good? In fact, i felt a little empty. Is it because she has fulfilled her wish to change her dept unlike me or because i have no one else left to fight against my boss? Or is it because after these few years, i also have built some sort of relationship with her even though its not strong.

And what will become of me? Will my boss continue to bully me? Or will he finally appreciate my efforts and reward me?

What do i want to do next? Do i want to continue in this dept? Ask for a posting? Or simply leave the company?

I am at a loss. Truly.

星期一, 一月 03, 2011

First day of 2011 back in the office

And i got it from my boss already...

I am so super duper mad at him raising his voice and saying we get into this type of SHIT. First time ever in front of my face said shit.

This is the ultimate! Too much! No respect for me as a person and subordinate.

I was so angry that i was close to tears.

Angry

I hate it when people promise things on my behalf without consulting me... So i become super mad at him or her... At least have the courtesy to ask me before offering or agreeing or accepting in any case.

Arghhhhhh!! And the best part is the person who does this the most to me is my mum.

I dont know how to react.

星期日, 一月 02, 2011

01012011- Part II

What a way to start the new year!

By having a very very bad cold. Nose can't stop sneezing. Cant even enjoy the steamboat in peace ;(

星期六, 一月 01, 2011

01012011- Part I

Happy New Year!

I reached home just half an hour before midnight after watching a movie which i dont really catch the story- Tron Legacy. Then I counted down to 2011 by watching my favourite 女人我最大 in the comforts of my room and air-conditioning.

幸福!!!