The long awaited holidays... not so much excited about visiting new places but more of getting away from office and someone i dread.
The funny thing is that i am more fearful of the days when i am back from the holidays.. i still gonna face her for the rest of the year and next year and if she stays further.. the coming few years...
That's really terrible and i dont know how i can survive that thoughts always on me.
In any case, i will be flying off in four days' time and maybe i should just let go. Things will still move without me in the office. I will just not think about it and be good to myself, even if it's only for two weeks. That's at least two weeks without the irritating her.
The funny thing is that i am more fearful of the days when i am back from the holidays.. i still gonna face her for the rest of the year and next year and if she stays further.. the coming few years...
That's really terrible and i dont know how i can survive that thoughts always on me.
In any case, i will be flying off in four days' time and maybe i should just let go. Things will still move without me in the office. I will just not think about it and be good to myself, even if it's only for two weeks. That's at least two weeks without the irritating her.
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